How do i say this ?
You should know how much I love You .
I was sharing whats happening with you .
and by sharing , i expect you to listen .
but somehow , everything i said ..
seems to annoy you .
I dont know whats right anymore .
I dont know if you love me as much as i love you .
This hurts .
cause you dont understand .
I just need someone to share it with .
and you shouldnt have judge or compare .
You should know me by now .
I'm not my mom or my aunt or my dad or my brother .
I'm ME .
I've been crying . Thinking about all this .
And NO ! the family situation doesnt make me cry .
YOU make me cry .
Somehow i feel like , you dont know me anymore .
I feel like i'm a stranger .
You're trying so hard to figure me out .
and i'm tired of arguing with you .
Tired of explaining the situation .
what was i thinking ?
sharing doesnt makes you feel better .
You make me feel like i'm the problem .
well maybe i am the problem .
I dont know if you think i'm lying .
I didnt and wont lie to you !
I dont lie to someone i love !
Its your choice to believe me or not .
This hurts , i'll end this post here .