LOVE
is changing me .
changing the way i think about life .
changing the way i look at myself .
changing me emotionally .
what am i gonna do if he leave ?
i'm already powerless .
It feels like ,
this feeling is controlling me .
I hate it .
I hate it when i'm worried about him .
I hate how i think about him .
I hate it when he pop out in my mind .
I hate it when i smile to myself and people noticed .
I'm not crazy . The thoughts of him makes me smile .
I dont know why i'm always thinking about him .
GET HIM OUT ! GET HIM OUT !
I'm afraid i might lose him .
I dont know why .
I think about him too much .
I dont want to think about him , too much .
This is too good to be true .
He is too good to be true .
I cant do this .
I've never been this deep .
So deep . That if he leave me ,
I'm going to be stuck in this feelings ..
for a long time .
So deep . That if he leave me ,
I'll find it hard , to fall in love again .