A N D R E ,

I hope you're reading this , I MISS YOU .

VS's Body Spray . Tweeting Birds . Super Strong Detergent .

YES , I REALLY REALLY MISS YOU .

I know this message wont get across ,

But let me pour my heart out :

KHAIRI ,

although we failed to make our relationship works .

We used to be friends . You used to be a good friend of mine .

Remember when we hang outs , together ?

I walked from my house to the other end of simei ,

Just to hang out with you and the others .

We used to be so close .

What happened ? I MISS YOU , KHAIRI .

LK's Members .

Things between me and khai , may not work out .

You guys are gonna perform tomorrow .

I wish you guys all the best .

I've said this to Badrul Hisham .

No matter what happened .

You People are still my family & friends .

and Shit happened , so i think we're old enough to get over it :)

Things will work out , one day or at least I hope .

and I MISS CIK BUD as much as you guys do .

S A H R E E N ,

I dont know why , but i kinda , sorta hate you ?

You're full of shits . S E R I O U S L Y .

Not ready for a relationship ?

Fuck Yourself , will ya ?

B R E N D A ,

Oh i'm sorry ? am i supposed to give a fuck ?

Good Luck in Life & Last long with "that" guy .

omg , thats pure sarcasm . ha ha .

NEXT :)

F A D H I L ,

I miss you , kakak :( really . I swear .

It hurts me , everytime i think about how powerless i am .

If only i could turn back time .

You're too rebelious . I never thought things would go that far .

I cant wait to squeeze you when you're finally free .

I'll give anything away , just to sit infront of you , in class , again

& listen to the utter rubbish that comes out from your mouth .

aww , those days . We were so cool :(

Please be good , Please Change .

I'll give you a Piggy Back Ride .

S Y A I R A H

what do you expect me to say ?

You know i love you , my little miss sunshine :)

Whatever shits that is gonna come our way ..

We'll work it out . No worries .

We're simply unbreakable !

I S & N A L

You guys bring back memories :)

Thank God , You guys are still here .

I know you guys love me , admit it ! grrrr !

I love you guys too !

S H A F I K A H

Finally , we're like .. re-united ?

aww , You bring back memories too .

I love you so fucking muuuuch !

You never change . Little retarded girl .

N I N A

You're Pregnant now .

Things changed , huh ?

Its alright to make a mistake .

I'm so proud of you for keeping that baby .

No worries . You're like my little sis .

Okay thats all . I'll blog soon :)

Oh wait ,

Today is eerah and my first day working as a waitress at La Valle .
It was tiring but the people there are nice .
But i refused to go to work tomorrow cause my body is aching .
Maybe i need some rest . So took a day off tomorrow .
I'll be back at work on Saturday .
That place is awesome though .
So i talked to Sahreen , after work this afternoon .
I said that i might be coming over to his place , this saturday before work ..
and he said that maybe he'll be free . YAY !
I cant wait to see him . I miss his face :)

Today i talked to Sahreen on the phone .

OHMYGOD ! i'm like more in love with him now .

He is currently in NS . So he was kinda busy .

and he told me that he was supposed to sleep .

But then i told him to talk to me instead of going to sleep .

I just misses his sweet voice , and his contagious laugh .

I cant stop smiling while talking to him .

I smiled so much , my cheek hurts .

and something embarrasing happened .

I said "aaaah , B !" and it wasnt on purpose , i swear .

So embarrasing . but i dont think he heard that .

Cause after i said that .

There was something wrong with the connection cause i was in the lift .

He called back & he didnt say anything bout it .

We talk&talk&talk&talk :D

He said he was going to call me back .

But i guess he's snoozing off already .

Thats alright :)

So i got work tomorrow , YAY !

I need some sleep .

I hope everything runs smoothly , tomorrow .

Insya'allah . amin .

Andre ,
I know this is just a beginning of a new friendship .
Between me and you .
Though , this is not a good way to start off a friendship .
I know you're strong enough to go through
what you're going through right now .
Although now it seems like i dont even know you at all .
I'm still convince that you're strong .
The same man , that i used to know , awhile ago .
The pain will be over before you know it .
But i must admit . though i sounds alright through out our conversation .
I wasnt and still am not . My heart is aching .
You wont understand . I used to love you .
Its like ....a big reality slap .
and this kind of situation never ever happened to me .
So its hard for me to breathe ,
and at the same time trying to read what you're trying to say .
Look at this stupid blog . Its written you all over it .
You dont have to look . Just listen to the song .
I'm done .

So today i'm going out again with Eerah .

To Shah's place , look at strait times and do some job hunting .

Who knows , maybe this time Eerah and me will finally get a job .

So last night . was awesome ! sahreen , my long lost friend .

Okay my long lost ex boyfriend . suddenly appear .

He said he misses me . I was like OHMYGOD .

How much i misses him too .

Those days , when we're together .

But lets not put too much hope on it .

I know what will happen , if i put too much hope on it .

I'll just go with the flow . I hope one day he will realise who's worth his love .

I just finished watching "The L Word" online .

The show stopped at 74 minutes ! grrrrr , it should have been 90 minutes long .

It was good ! shows about lesbians :D seriously , so uncensored .

LOL . I love it . So sexxxxxxxxxxay !

I better get ready to meet eerah . It would take forever for me to get ready .

I cant wait to meeeeeeeeeet my BABYGIRL !

she's the only friend , i have right now .

So i'm gonna tell her how much i love her . Everyday !